Back to school..

I have to say, I was getting pretty bored now..good thing, uni's back and hell its keeping me occupied. I like the classes so far..nothing too intense..yet I know once the work starts building up, I'll struggle keeping up........ That's not to say I don't meet deadlines or Im a poor student.. Only..um..lazy :P ...something I seriously need to work on.

I was a little apprehensive before...about going back y'know..I mean I like the course, I like being in the position where Im learning haha..I just sometimes feel really alienated there....maybe its because I dont get over-friendly or overly-talkactive with alot of people. Funny thaaaaat because since starting again, I've been approached by people more than a few times for different things......I think it's because I look like the helpful, nice, cute kind ;P ......no, really! ..The new hijabis aren't as bad either I guess... that's the thing with mature students, they treat you like you're their kid ..Earlier it was Jane..but now she's on placement like most other people I knew -shrug- .....Hey...atleast I'll graduate a year before them. That's exciting I guess. You know..it'd kinda make me feel like I've done something........

....this reminds me of a conversation I had with Gaynor once ...about feeling worthless and useless then...and she asked me whether I was judging my worth as to how I was doing at school....... It was a good question. Sometimes I want to write to her to let her know how Im doing now..not just about school but in general y'know since I spoke to her about hell of a lot of things.........Hmm..I don't know how counsellor's are like though in terms of whether or not they would want to know how the person is doing once they've done thier job....I sure feel like updating her lol...

...Got side tracked there.... So yeaa...School's back and it's good. Med application should be done soon too, even though my chances are looking bleak...I dont have anything to lose though...apart from the application fee ofcourse but thats ok.. Im not cheap like that or anything o_0 ....

Eww long post. KThnxBye.