Truth is, underneath all this anger and indifference, I am just me. If you peeled away these layers of rage and contempt and hurt; you may just find me.
Papa ki Jaan
A girl who fell in love
..and then to pieces
Somebody who lost track and didn't give up
This girl with big eyes and bigger dreams..
Changed so much.
Y'know the darkest thought I've ever had hasn't been one of ending my life, but of hurting myself just enough to get someone to worry about me. Him, in particular.
It's pretty disgusting. And always paralleled with that paranoia of being ungrateful. 'Cuz what if God gets mad? ..What if He already is, and this only makes it worse?..
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