You know what the worst thing about trying to let go is? You can't control your subconscious mind, so you end up dreaming about them anyway.......... You know what the one worst thing about those dreams is? Its uh.. seeing them with another person; happy...
..Its going to happen some day? He's gonna' find someone and be happy and it's all good for him...... I just don't think I've got it in me to see it. Not yet, not ever I don't think...
I almost messaged him last night to stop coming in my dreams... then I remembered how he said I had "a way of fucking popping up" .. so uh yeah..that was the end of that deliberation.......
... Why do I even bother?
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