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Been having nightmares again ....It might sound crazy but I can sense someone's watching me; I have felt weight on top of me like that of a persons'.. And maybe its' sleep paralysis and I'm just being paranoid but how would that explain the whispering and the sounds? ..

..and I know I'm a grown up, I shouldn't get scared but it scares me now.. to shut my eyes

Also on the subject of eyes, I figured my eyesight had probably worsened since the last time I got it tested two years ago, I didn't think it had gone that bad.. -3.50/-3.25 .. so uh yeah, mega heavy new frames.

Aqib said you can reverse bad eyesight. He's probably right too. He's cute like that.

I told him of this dream I had a while ago where I was feeding him strawbs covered in chocolate - I dreamt it so I know it was completely innocent ^_^..anyway he's allergic right so he asked if I had a grudge against him....... I can't quiet remember what I replied back or if it was enough to assure him. Nobody else would have given it that much thought or cared as much. Point being, I long for him but it's not comparable to what I mean to him. He doesn't even have to do or say anything specifically, and I find myself feeling really..fortunate.

Sure I was hurt, but, darling it wouldn't be falling in love if it didn't hurt...... 

And surely, what holds more significance is how whole he makes me feel.. right?

Anyways, this weekend is stupid. 

I crossed off zero chores off of my list of things to do.

One of the tyres on my car is being annoying by having a slow puncture that nobody can ever spot. I'm probably gonna' get stranded one of these days and have nobody to call but RAC - who have got me registered as MR Asif ..so.. I don't even know how that'll go. Obviously not bothered to get it amended.. -shrug-

Hina's having a baby. Already. Like they got married in September - that's..quick kaam. Good for her! I'm gonna' make a super fun khala who spoils the baby rotten; yessir ^_^ 

Contrary to that happy news, Alan Rickman died. Here's my acknowledgement. I remember when Paul Walker died and everyone made a big hoo-ha... Not to sound insensitive or anything, but I think after you lose a parent...anybody else just doesn't matter as much... celebrity or nobel laureate or the bloody queen.... Saying that still, every time I hear about a patient dying at work - it still hits a nerve. 

Weird

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