Daddy cool..

I miss my dad.

Also, I've come to the realization; sometimes trying so hard to not say it out loud can make you feel like the loneliest person around..

So that's that. 

I keep thinking, if I had another go at being a daughter to Papa..... and uh.... it just reminds me how cool he was and how lame I was .....and he never let either on. That's what makes him even cooler you know?..

-shrug-.... gah I can't write anymore