Self Destruction

Not controlling your anger leads to self destruction. You can shut your eyes and pretend it doesn't, but it does. It leads to pessimism and a wrecked self confidence.. oh and a wrecked lens. I must've lost my left one last night. lol I was wondering why it looks blurry...then covered my right eye and tried reading from a distance. Fail. I'm contemplating if I should throw the right one in the bin too since its of no use on its own..unless I try something like this --> ...wow totally.not.me.. another fail I guess. =(

Lately it seems like the more I try, the more I fail. But you know.....I'm not giving up yet. So what if I left out an eight mark question in the stupid human anatomy exam. I seriously thought we had not covered that topic... ignorance? Fail. damnnn..... this failure. Atleast I got a first class on my assignment back... thats two Damiens in a row..... *shrug*

.....Really though, need to figure out how to keep calm. Next time someone's screaming on my face Im just gonna' ...I don't know... drink some water. Anger comes from Shaitan...shaitan is made from fire. Water is the opposite of fire, it should help.. right?

Guess I'll have to try next time to make sure it does. =p