I read one of the older posts where I describe love as "pure".. Ha..makes me think if Im the only one who thinks like that... if anything is actually pure anymore.. If anything is really absolute. Like the difference between right and wrong.. or truth from lies.. Or is everything just down to interpretation? ..Left..so you can make your own mind about it? ... Because really..I thought if I was sincere and gave a 100 percent of that sincerity to something...anything... that should count towards something right? I should get the same sincerity back... If I put in 100 percent faith in something...anything... I should have the same kind of faith put back in me right?... If I love whole heartedly...least of all..I deserve some belief in that love right?... This seems a little like..deja vu..reminds me of a particular letter...-shrug-......
Like I've said before, I care too much..about too many people.. what I fail to understand is that caring does not implicitly gurantee understanding. You know what my problem is?.....I always end up in situations where I complicate everything for me voluntarily.. and that not only makes me stupid but also the most misunderstood person I know. Very misunderstood and always misunderstood. There have been occasions in the past where I've said or done something and its been taken personally. Its shit annoying when my intentions are mistaken because everybody involved ends up hurting. It's happened with my own dad..let alone anyone else...... Maybe I was just freakin' made wrong or something.....
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