Mama kehti hain every minute you spend being sad is a minute of happiness you can never have back... Maa's always been like this..like an open book..whatever's in her mind, always shows. Maybe it's the motherly instincts that she always knows if any one of us are having a hard time too..or if we're confused or worried about something..or scared.... Mama always has the right things to say, perhaps a little optimistic but it's comforting........ What's not comforting is not being able to tell her. Or anyone.
My life scares me sometimes...a lot now since I know how it can go from good to bad in a blink of an eye. My impulsiveness scares me... I am not a good decision maker... There's one thing that's decided though, I don't want him out of my life...I also don't want my presence to impinge upon his responsibilities and his wants and needs... I am a girl, one who loves him crazily... I just need a sign to tell me he does too.. just..a little sign to keep me sane.....
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