..of conversations..

This is probably random..but then I mostly tend to be..so..here we go... There was this one girl, lets call her S, who was friendly with Aqib and I didn't think much of it you know..I mean I didn't think she could dare flirt with him but then after a while it started irritating me. I discovered that slight bit of jealousy that i didn't think I could have. More than slightly...to the extent where I brought it up to Adia because I didn't want to think I was being unreasonable with the passive irritation..or maybe I just wanted another person's input and Adia was pretty close then.. So khair... He mentioned her calling him names and once we were talking about books..The Kite Runner specifically..and he's like ohh..S suggested me a book to read and i got it from the library and im reading it these days.. ticked me off so much. I didn't say a word. Pagal thi main. Instead I said "Adia doesn't like her"..o_0...

Aqib says:
lol well she knows that already that a lot of people dont like her......so I doubt she'll get mad if another one doesnt..............plus she's not THAT much of a friend for me to get mad on her behalf....who gives a shit
Rabia says:
nice... that makes me feel good.
Aqib says:
makes you feel good?
Rabia says:
it'll make adia feel good.
Aqib says:
kiun?
Rabia says:
because no one gives a shit lol
Aqib says:
lol I dont get you guys..

....Its just..I was that easy to please..that's all it took for him to say and I didn't need any explanation, I knew I was paramount in his heart without him having to say anything more... I didn't ever bring it up, not 'cuz of S and not because of anybody else.......

 
-sigh- He tells me he's not my life... He thinks me and him are different...