Log kehte hain larkiyo ko shaadi karane ka barra shok hota hai :p ..you know..that they start planning thier big day when they're little girls just playing with dolls.... Apparently there's scientific research done on the subject too and girls who grow up playing with dolls are better in thier married life than those..deprived (?) I guess..I don't know. Kherrr...point being, I was never a girly girl - that doesn't automatically mean I was a tom boy growing up either.. but I just..didn't think about it at all o.o ..I had dolls too :P.. pretty ones! I remember this one I got for my 7th birthday... with a red floral dress and really light blondish curly hair and it (she?) was the cutest doll ever. I have it still in Pakistan, in a very good condition if I may add :P ..I wasn't saving it for my kids then lol but come to think of it, if I had a daughter y'know.. she would've had it. She would've loved it too o.0 ..Soooooo anywaysss... I was sayinggg that I never thought about getting married..or living with someone apart from my immediate family....or of having a married life. If anything, during my teen years I grew against the idea..mostly because the concept of arranged marriage just didn't sit in well... So I was very..umm...indifferent to the idea..of getting married.
It makes me smile now..y'know..how the presence of one person in your life can bring this kind of clarity of mind. How it can change your perception of something and give it the kind of meaning that makes it absolutely..positively..that important to you. From indifferent to significant. The kind of clarity that you can actually picture it, with that one person. It's freakin' cute too! =P .....Patta hai iss tarah door rehna bohat hard hota hai, certainity isn't the simplest thing to achieve..and this is gonna' sound cliched but to have this kind of faith, to know in your soul that nothing can ever come close to the light your eyes have been opened to - that alone gives you the strenght to strive for it too. To not delude yourself with anything temporary. It gives you the strength to wait.
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