of new beginnings and stuff..

Haven't updated in a while; didn't feel the need to rant. Alhamdullilah, I guess.

Its a new year so I thought I should probably mark it down in some way. Other than that, I think it's a new beginning every time you grow as a person and not necessarily by the turn of a calendar. And as far as growth goes; I feel aged. Sad thing is; I don't even mean that metaphorically, lol.

I am tired most of the time. There's always something to catch up to. My back's been hurting especially since that moron came at the back of my car. I feel like my skin's going..weird? Not really comfortable about my legs and just body in general, either? It's terrible but I liked how I looked when I was going on the wrong side, eating-wise, back in 2009. Terrible, but true. -shrug- ...

Ah shucks, this was gonna' be an uplifting first post of a new year. Ah well. 

Uh so, apart from that, big plans for this year, I mean. 

Hina-Jamil bhai issue is getting a little complicated but inshAllah they should be getting married soon. That overdue Pakistan trip might actually happen, after all.

I should hopefully get my registration out of the way by the end of April too; so y'know, I should be able to call myself a scientist, officially. And depending on how that last bit goes, looking forward to more money too. I mean, there's a few things I could use the increment for? 

More importantly, Aqib should happen this year?! It best because I'm fairly determined to make it happen. ^_^  ...Maa, more than me. I keep getting all these ultimatums about her plans to get me married and what not. I've figured, ignoring in this case, works. For now, anyway. Before, I used to actually give a reply; negative of course, and it just aggravated things more.

Been missing Papa. I had a dream where we go to visit him, for some reason Papa was in Pakistan in my dream, and he was complaining why we took so long or didn't go before. I figured that was because we missed out going to the cemetery that week. Anyway, so in the dream, me and Hammad were lying on each side, next to him and he had his arms around us.. and I woke up feeling bittersweet. It felt like he actually gave me a hug ..and it had been so long y'know? And I missed it. I miss it. 

-sniffles-..

So yeah.. Im sort of getting writer's block now.. o-0